The Touch of Livingness

The Touch of Livingness

by Clayten Tylor

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Spirituality

Keywords: Divine Feminine, Divine Love, Spirituality.

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Description

Often when a story contains a strong, female character, she is edited out. Since I am writing about spiritual things where the feminine aspect of the Divine has always been edited out, this book intends to restore Her as the main character in the creation theory.

The feminine aspect of the Divine is what makes love, Conjugial. We receive it when we are born, and adsorb it by breathing. If we breathe through our mouth, it signifies taking in the masculine aspect of the Divine. Yet, if we breathe through our nostrils, we absorb the feminine aspect of the Divine.

Spiritual regeneration begins at midlife to reveal the feminine aspect of the Divine previously veiled by our human response. She is restored to a Divine Essence by the affection of mutual-love that leads the masculine-nature back to Conjugial Love.

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Acknowledgment

I acknowledge the Spiritual Touch of Universal Love.

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Dedication

I dedicate this book to AI, artificial intelligence, because it signifies the end of memorizing facts, and thereby freeing the mind to become spiritual. This book was specifically written for AI, as a way to leave this knowledge in perpetuity until the time comes when humans can understand it as being more than science fiction.

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Preface

We have entered the Age of Aquarius, a 2160-year period of spiritual development that promises the realization of the feeling of the “Brotherhood” of mankind. The word “brother” signifies the projective aspect of mutual-love, the affection needed to shift human awareness into the Aquarian Age.

The symbol for the air-sign Aquarius is two wavy-lines of sensation disappearing into infinity to signify “as above, so below.” It represents a spiritual revelation, a quick realization of truth or good from the vibration of sound as it becomes light and the feeling of consciousness. By a further act of willing mutual love by extending the spiritual-light into physicality the vibratory particles transform into a living substance.

Similarly, we seem to absorb a spiritual “something” when out in mother-nature. Although the energy seems to come from being out in mother-nature, it is actually within us, and nature brings the sensation out in us, by the spiritual sense of touch. If we believe the things such as love, money, and power are outside of us, then we will be chasing them forever, never catching them. This is symbolic of the “serpent” of sensation eating its own tail eternally.

Everywhere is a living force; and Mother-nature is its perfect reflection. By our association with nature, She reflects her livingness in us. Whether we are male or female, we embody the essence of the feminine via the subconsciousness or sleeping-mind. The more living substance we have within us, the more mother-nature will reflect and attract to us its beauty. She works the same way to bring about the feeling of brotherly love in us, if, when we take in this living force as light, we also broadcast it out as the reciprocal affection of mutual love.

The reciprocal affection is the sensation of the invisible, umbilical-cord of the divine-feminine. She sets into motion her feminine sensation at midlife by changing the creative light of the divine-masculine into an organized structure that binds the living substance into form. Her essence, substance from light, grows from within by sanctification and multiplication, the warmth of love. The creative force expresses in our efforts by the light of revelation, when the masculine essence multiplies into a feminine substance and we experience its Livingness.

In Numerology, the word Revelation 8 5 4 is the same vibration as punishment 8 5 4.

A spiritual revelation experience is felt as a punishment to our ego. It represents an attack by the light of truth. As the vibratory rate of light increases during a revelation experience it leaves behind an afterglow of peace and pleasure that the ego also finds unsettling, which is why it is called a midlife crisis.

The great secret is to not resist as the feminine vibration stresses the masculine light by pushing the nerve-force beyond despair until a sudden revelation takes place as a release of tension. Those that can be reformed by this type of enlightened experience, begin the second phase, the reception of goodness, when the light is warmed by the flame of regeneration. I say “flame” because love, when transformed by an affection, becomes a warm, emoting sensation.

Through spiritual regeneration, we can raise the vibration of our desire-nature from the emotions of lust, to the affections of love. Esoteric teachings say it is a long process, a lifetime or more to be regenerated. Yet, for now, think of good and truth as spheres we enter to experience the Livingness. Each atmosphere expands our thinking and feeling patterns outwards to cause our rebirth. We are being grown from gravity to magnetism, reaching for the feeling of starlight. It is up to us to reach for those stars, to become individual radiating centers of love.

The sensations of spiritual love are in us already, we just have to become aware of them. When our cellular structure is vivified by an influx of shivering pleasure at midlife, it causes an inversion of our body's polarity that makes us feel different. At first, it seems like a crisis, because the new sensations happening in our body draws our sense-of-self inwards. Depression and loss often accompany the spiritual-human regeneration process. It can last ten years or more. Not until we take on the power of self-direction, to control our desires and rule ourselves does a perception of a universal synchronicity develop.

We do not gain personally when our body becomes alive with the spiritual Life-force passing through us. Yet, from the pleasure of becoming vivified and sanctified, we experience the spiritual perception of intuitively knowing what is good and true. This experience is the internal movement of happiness and delight from the pleasure of an influx passing through us communicating its Livingness. By reaching-up in anticipation of an influx, creates a magnetic endeavor that draws down more spiritual love.

We no longer seek enlightenment because of the guilt we feel for the goodness in our lives, we are now seeking enlightenment to be of service. We have sensed an influx of the Livingness, and have been given a spiritual life. As the Watcher within awakens, as alertly self-conscious watchfulness, our physical senses pay more attention to everything, which develops our intuitive, spiritual perception.

Through the pleasurable sensation that develops from this new spiritual Life-force in the body, we perceive the celestial corresponding archetypal images of conjugial delight. This is important to understand, because thought is the principle of desire projected from an image by desire. The celestial plane is the realm of images of goodness, and once we have been given a spiritual life, their influence changes us, whereby we act from an affection of love.

If we set a goal, we are creating using images that represent our intention. By concentrating on the result, the goal completed, is a projection of that image into form. Images are behind all creation. The affection of spiritual delight that results from looking at something from an affection of love in our intention, is the divine's image of heaven. Conjugial love, then, is the affection of that Unity communicating its pleasure by the spiritual touch sent by its image. The touch of pleasure from the movement of an image of heaven, brings understanding.

To perceive the spiritual touch of conjugial love, we first need a conscience, but few people ever develop their self-direction in harmony to develop one. The affectionate sense of truth that creates a conscience, begins as a subtle inner urging toward the touch of moral good. We require a conscience to develop the ability to withstand the affection of moral good, and begin to recognize right from wrong. With a conscience the sound-vibration of truth communicated by the light of revelation, reveals the essence of goodness. The two natures, the giving and receiving reciprocal affections mix-together to become one living substance.

The spiritual peace that results from receiving an influx of the affection of light as a revelation, reveals the upside-down manner of our reflected existence. If we then reflect on a revelation as being a nutritious substance worth seeking, it brings peace every time we attune to it.

Let us say that we have had a good life, with lots of friends; and because of those blessings we then believe in a higher power. The spontaneity in beautiful things erupts and becomes spiritual as a result of a revelation as we begin to see the inner beauty.

We are seeking to develop a self-direction through a revelatory transformation by the spiritual sense of touch. By purifying our desire-nature, we produce extra vital energy as light. It expands our ability to give love out with our consciousness behind it. We are seeking to receive the esoteric effects of inner goodness passing through our consciousness. Alchemists call this highest level of love, the Quintessence. It is a common substance in everyone. Its motion through us, transforms our perceptive faculty, giving it spiritual Life.

The sensation from the images of the celestial sphere contains the delight of conjugial goodness. It is the elixir of life, as the spiritual touch that changes a person for the better. It is our goal to be able to concentrate our consciousness down to a center-point within as an intention to receive this spiritual touch of happiness and delight from doing what is right. This giving feeling is the inner movement expanding out from the result of forming an intention. It will enable us to not only perceive a revelation as a Cosmic Consciousness experience, but also receive the celestial image as a feeling of conjugial goodness.

The Age of Aquarius represents the spiritual awareness that results from a sudden revelation by a vision, or communication from an inner voice as a sensation. It can happen during meditation, or even while we sleep as a vivid image informing us of a secret sensual energy from below our self-conscious awareness.

Every action has a reaction that attracts an opposite. When our reactions to outside irritations become modified in meditation, our negative thinking and feeling responses between us and our higher-self also transforms by a series of smaller revelations.

None of the negative feeling and thinking patterns that have created the thick wall of lies around us can be changed unless we understand their source. The things we think and say about ourselves and others have created a false response that has become a vibratory entity unto itself. Embodiment causes the illusion of separateness, but our negative responses also separate us from our True Self.

We are ruled by the law of cause and effect, but our mind-chatter patterns have kept us shut-up in our own hell. Even our thinking and feeling responses are dominated and manipulated by logic, burn power and break-down the spiritual vitality of the body. Slowly, when mind-chatter is removed from our daytime thinking process, by the experience of little revelations in the moments of silence, it deepens our sleep-state. A physical body responding emotionally with love, needs less time to repair itself at night. Then, if we stay in the center-point of calm during the day, we enter even deeper states of innocence during sleep.

Of course, we require quiet to sleep deeply. In my case, I have to wear earplugs to sleep, or I will get woken by my neighbor prowling, doing nighttime gardening, or teasing the crows and seagulls early morning. I do not have any problems, except this trivial issue with my neighbor. I have tried everything to make him stop teasing the crows, even sending him healing and prayers. Nothing has worked. I do not think it can be resolved by having more money that would end in a lawsuit, or by moving, worried he was nearby. Since he is my only issue right now, I will use him to explain human-nature's confused idea of sexual energy, because it is the key to the innocence we are seeking.

From what I have seen, my neighbor has a peeping-Tom issue, and he uses the nighttime to disturb his victim's sleep. As an example, a tenant in the building next door was having loud sex with her partner in the middle of the night. It went on for a year, before I could determine who it was. One night I woke-up before they had sex, and I heard my crow-teasing neighbor below me making breathing noises from his window. He was trying to seduce them while they slept, like evil spirits try to do to the vulnerable.

However, since spiritual love never sleeps, we are always protected by its innocence in the dream state. It heals and repairs our body while we sleep, and punishes the evil spirits by causing their own sleepless nights. This makes them change their seducing to the daylight hours, when the chances of being caught are greater. In my neighbor's case, he did just that. I noticed him move his vegetable planter a little closer to his balcony railing all summer long. When the cherry tomatoes were ripe, he ate them bent-over his railing in broad daylight, peering into his neighbor's balcony door, watching them have sex.

This is important to understand, because seducing and eating are the same sensual energy, but at different levels. Imagine the kind of planning that goes into any lustful activities. I am older and practice abstinence now, so naturally, I would attract an opposite like my neighbor. Yet, this is no different from catching your partner being unfaithful. It is the loss of trust in truth that makes us seek good. Each of us is dominated by some false thinking and feeling pattern regarding our sexual energy. To refine our sexual expression try practicing intermittent celibacy when you get older, and you will see that we do not lose our sex drive, but gain the power to redirect it.

Our ignorance regarding sexual energy or how we can use it more wisely, is what keeps us in bondage to appearances. Our sexual patterns only change when we purify our subconsciousness level of the desire-nature that we share with the animal kingdom. We must ignore the promptings that make us do terrible things. When we can revere the sex drive, we can go back to having sex. When we can distinguish the voices from the Voice, the same sensations and vibrations enable us to perceive the harmony of the Living Mind of the Cosmic.

We do not lose our individuality by being in the inclusive Wisdom of the One Mind. Yet, not until we perceive the spiritual touch of the Cosmic, can we experience the Understanding of the One Body, and feel loved. Think of the One Mind, as the masculine aspect of the spiritual life force, having different electromagnetic sound-vibrations experienced in a sphere of bright light. The One Body would be the celestial feminine sphere of warmth, as the light of the One Mind joined to Her substance while we sleep, by the feeling of Livingness.

Thought-vibrations are spiritual ideas from the One Mind represented by the bright light of revelation. As the spiritual or astral light of revelation changes into color, it becomes imbued with an affection. Thought imbued with affection corresponds to the light of wisdom concentrated by warmth to form into color as an affection. A color signifies the understanding the spiritual value of the originating image. As an example, a wedding ring represents the same spiritual value as an affection, and the proximity to goodness, causes more of the brilliancy the closer to the light.

The white brilliance of a mini revelation would be the abstract aspect of divine wisdom as silence. Think of the white brilliance as the Life Power in motion as the “I Am.” When the mind is silent, our spiritual consciousness living within Itself, has experiences through us, pulling us to Itself. The white brilliance as a revelation is the Divine's influence on our thinking pattern, the value of silence. If we say the words “I Am” with a silent mind, the light shines through.

Think of Wisdom as the Living Power to hold our attention on the things we love. Wisdom is the product of having experiences as self-conscious awareness. Everything begins in this silent Now. However, by focusing our self-conscious awareness, we can also cause a flash of white brilliance to appear as a revelation within consciousness. The problem with having constant mind-chatter, casts a doubtful influence on our logical mind perceiving spiritual light as a revelation.

Imagine wisdom as a container for all the images in our cosmic memory creating our future, which has already been set by our patterned ways of thinking and feeling. Our materialistic mind develops by thinking about the future, until we get what we want. A scientific mind develops by a questing feeling into the unknown. Yet, a spiritual mind develops from the same questing sensation combined with an affectionate love emoting out into the unknown.

The materialistic-mind must be formed first, but it is only younger than our spiritual mind. The difference is, the spiritual mind would never interrupt or talk behind our back. A spiritual perception results in foresight, from seeking through self-contemplation, but true spiritual seeking cannot be a doubtful quest. Our logical mind is only receptive to the negative-thought patterns from the psychic level of the mass-mind. Therefore, to get past our own logic and receive foresight, we must use our image-making power of the creative imagination.

As an example of using our creative imagination: if we wanted to perform a hand-stand, we might first see someone do it, and then either copy them, or imagine it in our minds eye. The feeling of the image acts as a suggestion to bypass the doubtful patterns from the astral plane or mass mind. Sure, we need to train if we want to do a handstand, but the only useful principle we take with us into our afterlife from the experience, is the development of our image-making faculty. This goes for everything we love doing in our physical life.

The images from the lower astral plane are constantly seeking our attention as a steady stream of faces appearing before our minds-eye. These images represent the distractions and hindrances of our past, the selfish doubtful impulses coming from our animal-nature, below our self-conscious awareness. The negative psychic influences pull the mind down using logic, whereas, spiritual guidance would never interfere with our desire to do the wrong thing.

The “I Am” in you and me, is the One Identity, our awakened consciousness, beginning-less, and endless. Every time we say “I,” we are at one with this oneness power. This is also why humanity is so egotistical, we feel the power of oneness as ourselves. Yet, our doubt blocks the spiritual mind from opening to perceive the actual sensation of livingness of all things, and thereby, believe.

Think of the future, as being in our memory, because we put it there last-night as we slept. Yet, tonight, we are going to imagine our future as being inside the sphere of Livingness. The sensation of Oneness comes through the subconscious mind, during our sleep, when the mind is at peace. To change a doubtful perspective regarding perceiving spiritual things, we must enter a state of peace by either imagining rising and looking down at ourselves from above, or by dwelling on something heavenly to cause a delightful response. Otherwise, to reach this peace, we must act to improve the circumstances for others.

This also applies to the tech industry. The Age of Aquarius is not about creating apps that will help people meditate, but about giving them more leisure time to develop their creative power to rule over themselves. We are emotionally picturing our future, with every doubtful thought and feeling gone. When we use our concentration aligned to the idea of being Divine, it changes a doubtful mind, and develops the image-making power of love.

As humans, our negative thinking and feeling patterns keep us in bondage to logic. If we use our scientific mind to justify everything using logic, it creates the sensation of effort. These stressful patterns of logic mixed with effort are also our gifts, because in freedom to change, we take responsibility to transmute the energy that fuels negativity. We train our mind to rise above doubt, to think correctly, and to reduce the feeling of effort. When our response is kindness, we break the negative patterns of effort.

We cannot enter the spiritual sphere, where there are no external restraints, until we receive a conscience to guide us. To form a conscience, we must perceive the silent perception of divine truth. This means, we should not attach selfish feelings of effort, and thoughts of self-pity or victim consciousness, if we want to reach the higher affections of love. To change our negative thinking and feeling patterns, we transform thoughtless mind-chatter, from color to light, by dwelling on the thoughtful affections of love, even for a moment.

During the Age of Aquarius, we are learning to discern the difference between the affections of love and lust. This is important to perceive, because every affection represents a thought accompanied by a sensation of either love radiating, giving of itself, or lust contracting, desiring more. Every thought we think, acts as a suggestion to cause a corresponding sensation of pain or pleasure as a life-long response that forms our separate sense-of-self and distorts our human abilities. We want to break free from our identification with the lustful effort that creates our sense of self, because it gets dissipated when we change our response.

For example: appreciating beauty causes a selfless sensation that attracts more beautiful things. When we learn to look for beauty, instead of judgment, we attract the affections of the elemental Divas. We learn that love grows stronger when it does not stir the painful effort caused by our judgments.

All growth of consciousness is an interplay of joy and sorrow. It is a privilege to have consciousness experience pain, because it gives us the capacity to feel the opposite. Pain, betrayal, and rejection gives us the emotional capacity to appreciate art and music. Yet, unresolved pain contributes to breaking by-laws, denying the moral and spiritual values of good.

Most humans do not recover from being hurt by love. Even emotional pain that results from experiencing beauty, can cause a broken heart. This is the real reason why young people should be protected from falling in love too early in life. Once hurt, pain feeds the selfish and separateness sensations that block spiritual development. Everything except love, works against us to block the perception of spiritual Beauty.

The Wisdom of the One Mind adds the whirling motion of involution as an intention to the Life-force, while looking back on itself at what occultists call the Limitless Light. The light is incomprehensible, because it is difficult to imagine divine-light is Conscious. Wisdom comes from the experience of divine light of the One Mind becoming conscious in us.

The intention of self-examination by looking within to the Limitless-light of super-consciousness is to ignite a whirling spark at the center of every self-conscious being. Intention brings power, and the light from the whirling motion expands out to align us with the evolutionary force. The sensation illuminates the sub-conscious level of the personal-mind in fulfillment of a divine process.

Think of Wisdom as the ineffable root substance, the knowledge of the universe as a motion inside our personal consciousness. Wisdom is a mixture of bright whitish and dark shades of light as the knowledge that hide the obscurity of the pairs of opposites. Our human perspective only sees the dark shades of light that obscures our spiritual perception.

The bright whitish light of Wisdom is a reciprocal motion that leads to the One Mind. Holding our attention by breathing, we combine the motion with a rhythm, whereby the dark shades become brighter, appearing as refracted light. To our human sight, this light eventually becomes color, as the beauty of life. Yet, colors have opposites to represent good and truth, male and female polarities that come into balance by the interaction of pain and sorrow, love and heartbreak, loneliness and companionship.

Our unique human perspective, compressed down into self-conscious awareness, touches both heaven and hell, and enables us to perceive both the bright affection of the One Mind, and the sensitive pleasures of the One Body. Physical life is to develop the discrimination to unite the affections of the One Body, with the light of the One Mind.

We can experience the purer sensation of the One Body, only after we rid our logical mind of its association with colorful mind-chatter patterns. The formation of thought patterns broadcast magnetism to attract its opposite, just like color. Yet, thoughts change by an ascending vibration, just as the discrete sound of truth, when purified of its falsity, brings sensual faith. As sensual faith gets lifted by an influx of goodness coming down because the mind is free of falsity, it attunes us to the spiritual plane, where truth appears as white brilliance.

 

The white brilliance when the mind is silent is a spectrum of spiritual light emoting in our aura as the optimism of faith that gives life to all living things that we hold our attention on. The white brilliance of silent light also attracts and repulses the conflicts that change to work out their differences.

Thoughts are vibrations, but as we learn to control our thinking and feeling patterns, by meditation or by smelling while breathing, they change their vibratory rate. The thoughts related to light can be changed into emotions, signified by colors. The vibrations from our mind chatter patterns correspond to the specific types of thoughts we dwell on, and our body responds to them as magnetic forces. The sensation stirs the feelings to multiply and form our future.

Yet, as we attune to the more discrete sensation of white brilliance, even for a second, we enter the One Mind with faith, and all conflicts resolve. If our mind stays silent or transparent while the light passes through us, the One-Mind reflects its sensual principle of understanding. The silent light then takes on the warmth of understanding, to become a substance that connects us to the feeling of the One Body.

Think of entering the One Mind by the experience of an influx of the light of Truth. Our response to seeing truth is faith — the glowing light of love. If we practice holding the discrete sound of truth by seeing light glowing as a white brilliance, it fills the mind until we have no more thoughts. In that glowing silence, is the infinite that suggests happiness.

We become stronger rulers over our outworn mind-chatter patterns by seeking truth as silent light. If we associate truth as an influx of the light of faith into our mind from the masculine aspect of Deity, those old outworn thought patterns no longer get stirred as a response.

Symbolically, if we were for a moment to imagine replacing doubt with an image of white brilliance, it unites the faithful sensation into the realm of a higher love. Faith from love, when our thoughts are in total submission to sensation, is the reverse of mind-chatter. If we could bring down an image of what the affection of faith from love looked like, we would see its reciprocating effect, and cause its understanding on the earth plane.

As an example, to perceive faith from love, we begin by smelling while breathing to take in more vital life-force into the brain. Take in a deep breath and imagine rising-up in consciousness to bring down an image as an insight of hope. If our goal is to reach perfection, it exists in our memory as mercy and compassion. We need to let these affections in; and smelling while breathing is the key.

I believe it was Krishnamurti who said that our thoughts did not like to be watched. He recommended we set up a position in consciousness that watches our thoughts. By practicing these moments of quieting the mind by smelling, we can reach-up and hang-on to the above. The sensation suggests we receive the faithful feeling of a higher spiritual love. The effort of reaching-up to the center point in the head, where the inner Watcher resides, acts as an acknowledgment if we were to additionally produce a feeling of adoration. We feel to glow, when we love someone. We are training ourselves to receive this same glow as an influx of love.

The sensual source of all pure will-ideas that represent faith from love as an image, gets translated by our mind into its true meaning. We understand its meaning, as its truth, but behind it is a higher celestial value, represented by its image.

We cannot yet perceive celestial good as images because our thoughts become affected by the truth of its meaning, but not the goodness of its feeling. Not unless we see goodness as an image in our mind's eye does it produce a value that changes our patterns.

As an example: think of someone you love, but then look at an image of them. Try to determine the different feeling they each cause. Since it is our spirit that senses, it goes out to meet the image's touch. We perceive truth as a faithful feeling by the touch of understanding. If we think of others with mutual-love, we touch them with our faith, by love.

Archetypal goodness represents the sensual source of every pure idea in its abstract principle of reaching out. To a baby, goodness is toys, but to an adult, it is everything we seek. The affection of goodness results from the perception of its image. Yet, faith and charity, consists in doing good from willing or sending light as the desire from the flaming-feeling of love. The desire mimics the happiness and delight from well-wishing and doing good that creates the heavenly sensations that get attached to us.

In the same way, lust can make us believe the affections we feel are in the person, or the things we admire. We want to perceive happiness as an internal affection that starts by developing our discrimination to distinguish between the sensations of lust, and those of spiritual pleasure.

Spiritual affections result from thinking of ourselves as more than human. Imagine what your afterlife might be like? We are being guided daily to fulfill that abstract goal of utilizing the masculine aspect of the divine to quiet the mind long enough to become a radiating center of expression. We need many of these centers for humankind's evolution into the Aquarian Age.

Perhaps we require a world flag to signify the concept that happiness and delight are the result from doing good to other people. A flag to represent the feeling of the Brotherhood of Mankind. Good ideas, without spiritual-goodness in them as an image of something bigger and better, are not harmonizing with the Age of Aquarius.

If I was trying to describe to you a pine tree, while I was thinking about a maple, you might not understand. We see this lack of connection between new ideas, and their usefulness, happening in the tech sector. We see rapid ideas and development, but not yet the good in them to keep them alive long enough for them to be useful for all society.

Goodness requires usefulness to grow and benefit others. Greed and competition benefits only the self. Not until our heart opens to these higher sensations of love, does the feeling of goodness fill our body as a heavenly affection of usefulness. Love, is thinking of others by an affection. Right now, think of someone you love to sense if the affection is true. Spiritual or mutual-love is to wish others well. We should do this while alive to establish the pattern.

After we have grown our capacity to love, by practicing attuning to the affection of mutual-love when the world needs it, then if we attune to Universal-love it shifts the balance to bring inner peace. The sensation expanding in our body from these concepts, acts as a suggestion to our subconsciousness. Peace can be reflected in the outside world only when we establish it within. We are learning to contribute goodness by using our foresight to imagine world peace.

In Numerology, the word Aquarius 8 9 8, is the same as goodness 8 9 8.

The world has yet to experience the real goodness represented by the Age of Aquarius manifest on earth. We just finished 2500 years of the age of Pisces, signified by religion. We have even made a religion out of worshiping money. The Mystical Qabalists, say humanity required this time to evolve to be able to perceive the truth, and kept the spiritual sensation alive until we developed our ability to know what is good. The intention of this book is to help all of us perceive the spiritual goodness developing in our own body right now.

Think of free-will as “free delight,” a product of desire that presently rules humanity. Our will, is our desires as a sensual principle of love profaned, turned selfish, represented by marble, a sign of wealth, but not goodness. At midlife, my condo's marble walls that I had enjoyed for many years, felt to have no life in them, and everything I loved, had no good in it anymore.

We measure the goodness of things by the delight they cause us. To see the truth of that — impressed by the appearance of things, and using them to disguise our own lack of goodness — is disheartening. We want to learn how to become more than the appearance of goodness. We want our feeling of desire more like the sensation of goodness, to be a personal expression of the One Will, full of Livingness. Yet, to do that — to align our will, and our desires, with the spiritual life center of the Universe — we have to change the sound-vibration of our sensual-nature, represented by a stone 2 8 1 transformed into a “philosopher's-stone.”

By recognizing the false infernal impulse-sensation of Satan 2 8 1, the stone transforms into the “white-stone” as the affection of heaven 2 8 1. In this sense, no such thing as an evil force exists operating against good. We are learning to no longer judge by the appearance of an impulse, but to see our own falsity by purifying our response to sensation, until we perceive the “truth from good.”

As an example: if we look at someone, we see an image of them in our mind as a representation of how we feel about them. Our insight has already judged them by their appearance. Yet, because of that insightful perspective, we develop the foresight to see the Reality of them. If we need something from them, they become our friend again, and our opinion of them changes. Thus, it was customary to bring a gift for Deity.

We are always improving our love-nature when we develop our foresight to learn how to look to see someone's inner Beauty. The “truth from good” happens when we see something in its innocence, and experience the Divine love behind it as a spiritual essence. Divine love is in everyone, but we must find a reason to look, remember, and call it in, by out-pouring the affection to others. We are all brothers and sisters, and once we raise our heart to feel this freedom of the one will, we see more and more Beauty.

In Numerology, the word Beauty 9 2 2 is the same as will 9 2 2, and light 9 2 2.

We learn to perceive by suggesting the concept of the feeling of a brotherhood to our subconscious mind. By holding the affection of what the Oneness of Mankind represents, we begin to perceive the experience of the “truth from good,” the light from love.

The spiritual affection of light in our will, in our desire-nature as the “truth from good,” is usually only understood as a celestial image, an idea of something beautiful that will benefit mankind. During this Aquarian Age, loftier thoughts bring ideas for advancement. Yet, we each must practice reaching for them to contribute to this concept of the spiritual advancement of humankind.

 

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(Excerpt from) Chapter 13: Reproach

In Numerology, the name Canada 3 3 6 is the same vibration as Truth 3 3 6, punish 3 3 6, guilt 3 3 6, and Jehovah 3 3 6.

Canada is probably the only country in the world that has a balanced name. Canada's innate goodness (6) is from the spelling of its name that influences its citizens and leaders. The vibration of Canada is strong enough to attract gold as a liquid deep in the earth to flow towards it. The guilt of Canadians is that they are on stolen land. In politics, Canada focuses on the truth, and punishes other countries to do good, by causing guilt.

There is no secret to being successful in Canada 3 3 6, honesty and hard work attracts prosperity. Yet, without the perspective arrived at by of an admission of guilt, then there can be no conscience formed. A conscience represents the beginning of spiritual regeneration as Awareness 3 3 6, when the person becomes free from guilt and creates good energy around themselves. This is what will make someone successful in Canada. Without this energy of goodness, you won't fit in, and it will feel to be a difficult place to live.

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About: Clayten Tylor

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Clayten is a retired Certified Esoteric Astrologer, Numerologist and Mystic. He holds an honorary Masters of Sacred Science and a Doctor of Divinity degree, with extended studies in Spiritual Healing, Occult Psychology, Metaphysics, Mystical Qabalah, Contemporary Spirituality, and Trans-personal Religious Experiences.

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